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I am my Stepmother

This is a thing I need to admit to myself. No matter how much I despised her, I still took on her traits.

I took on:
- Being Pessimistic
- Despising everyone and everything
- Being overall negative about everything
- Blaming everyone but myself
- Being Selfish
- Panicing over simple things that need a decision

The only things I didn't take on is her violent outbursts and general agression at everything. And the other is being a pig and leaving the house dirty, beyond her obscene hording.

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